sat:
-went to church intermediate youth camp.
-had a nightmare.
there was a super big restaurant. w lots of ppl. a long long long queue outside
i saw my clique. nra peeps. and many more ppl.
somehow i just know tht if u eat e food there, u will slowly become retarded or immediately become retarded. anyway, eventually u will die.
i quickly dashed in to stop them to continue eating. but they just dont want to stop. they replied saying e food too nice. some even say, retard then retard its worth it. and asked whether i want to join in.
i was so so freaking scare.
when i woke up, i prayed.
but, i got even more afraid.
there's actually another meaning to my dream. e words in bold denotes sth else.
sun:
-went to changi beach. had games.
-burnt. (i felt like i've got a sausage-like lips now.)
-night, back to chalet. bbq.
-back home, damn attachment.

it was only ytd, i really found someone who really understands. even when i kept quiet. yet u know what im thinking, feeling. was freaking surprised and touched. thanks shi hui. not a million, not a billion, & not a zillion. its much much beyond those numberic figures.
i was stupid. selfish. just dont understand tht avoiding doesnt mean solving.
kept quiet and end up getting pissed off freaking easily. i scold ppl without thinking.
snapping at ppl.
sorry. i will control from now onwards (:


family problems are like kidney dialysis treatment.
if u are not freaking rich. stay away from it.
be healthy. hahah!